Some people regard Christmas as the most important festival in their lives.And I consider every holiday seriously.
Some people say that if you want to do something to someone you care so much,it is no need to wait a holiday to show your love. I do really appreciate the saying but the premise is that is not an excuse.
The life sometimes is too hard to us to feel happy. We can treat ourselves well everyday but we still need some special day to excite our depressive hearts.
I do really have dreams even a dream of Christmas. I still wonder when I could make that dream come true. However, there are so many uncertain things in life and we must face some regret throughout our lives.
I finally made myself happy yesterday and I realized that so many things I could not change them. Something is doomed to leave you, something just hard to match you, something you are really thirsty for just will never belong to you, all the things you need to do is [take it].
As my soul heals the shame, I will grow through this pain, Lord I'm doing all I can, to be a better girl~~
Several days ago, when I standing somewhere wanted to share my feelings in the every moment, but the one who I wanted to talk with is不在服務區. And day and day passed, I gradually lost the reason to talk about that things again and I even have no idea about that who cares these things indeed.
從來就不是廿四孝女朋友，我是“以愛的名義去責怪去哭去獲得自己想要”的人。我以為我會是一個好女朋友，最後卻不是。不論如何評價我的愛和我愛的方式，the only thing I can say is, 我對得起我的心。
我堅持兩情相悅就沒有誰必須對誰一生負責，I can take the responsibility for myself..而我也漸漸懂得，他們、她們說過的話、做過的事，緣由何在。物質或是現實，精神或是天真，都有他們的道理。當我說，我能對自己負責的時候，我忽略了，我究竟能拿什麽對自己負責。我漸明一些事情，thank for 那張假票，讓我在冷風中反省和思考很多。答案，終會了然於心。I believe.
....不就是,在廣場上,聽了首《有多少愛可以重來》嗎...重來你妹啊重來...至於現在還不讓我睡覺嘛！！不就是,想留也不敢留嘛,不就是怎麼留也還是要走的嘛,不就是終於不成全自己那2B的心了嘛...至於現在還不讓我睡覺嗎！！！